WHAT???

Most of you who know me really well, know that i have a lot of problems with my women organs. I was not supposed to ever have kids, and i was blessed with twins, then we were blessed with one more, and after many more problems, and about a year of discussing what to do, me and Brad have decided we are done having kids. it is just a lot for my body to handle. I went to the doctor about 4 months ago, and started the process of getting my tubes tied. they had to wait for my insurance to approve it and told me it would take up to 2 months. well i finally called the doctor friday, since it has been close to 4 and i have not heard anything, and they told me they had the wrong number for me, so they were hoping i would call. My tubal got approved over a month ago, but now the referal was expired. So they told me they would re-submit it, and i could have the surgery scheduled for 2 weeks. i am so excited, i just don't want to have to deal with anything anymore, i am ready to be done with women issues.
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Then this happend yesterday!




Heavenly father apparently has a different plan in mind!

I am a little in shock, and am not really sure how to feel about the whole situation since i was totally in the mind set of no more babies. but after like 14 hours of crying, I am starting to come to terms with it, and be ok. Obviously heavenly father needed this baby to come to our family, and as i am trying to search for the positive in this, i am comforted to know that it will all work out in the end, because he never will give us more than we can handle.